I had just left Jane, And moved back to my flat. I was decorating it, Thinking i'm free now. Then one day Jane came to my flat, I could see her walking down the road, as i was painting the window frame. And she seen me in the window. I could see there was something Wrong in her face. I thought she is trying to get back with me or something! As i was at the open window she sead your stephen is dead. ( We had a disagrement not long before ). My head went Numb. Then big gary came round to take me to my mam's. On the way there we did not say a thing to each other. I still thought it was somekind of mistake or something. Then i got to my mam's , And everybody was crying. then i knew it was True.